My Husband Sent Me to My Room ~ A Wife’s Lesson in Submission

“Please, go to your room!”

I walked away in shock. I closed the door and sat on my bed. I paced the floor. The door opened and he came in to get something.

“Am I in trouble?”
He looked at me and said, “Yes, you are. You were disrespectful to me in front of someone. It was awkward. You do that a lot.”

He closed the door and left the room.

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The Anger:

I was so mad! How dare he!

I’m an adult! He sent me to my room.

I cannot believe this!

And as I cleaned up my son’s Legos from the floor, I sat and fumed as poison dripped from my brain into my heart. Submission is for the birds!

The Brokenness:

Then the Spirit showed up. “You need to talk to Me,” It said. But I don’t WANT to, I thought. I continued to pick up tiny, colorful, plastic things and throw them into a bucket.

Are you behaving like an adult? He is your husband. You are his wife. He loves you and wants what is best for you.”

BUT……HE’s not acting like an adult!

BUT….He’s in the wrong, too!

but…I can only take responsibility for myself.

I was wrong. My husband was right. I had snapped at him in a moment of emotion and I should not have. I did not display humility and grace, or self-control and poise. The Proverbs 31 Woman would have been HORRIFIED!

People can say what they want to about marriage and a wife’s role in submission, but I have found that my ability to submit to my husband is a direct reflection of my relationship with God.

And what I needed in this moment was Jesus. I was broken. I had done wrong and sinned against my husband. Had he done wrong towards me? Yes. But I can only take responsibility for my own actions.

I sat on my bed with Jesus for over two hours.

The Reconciliation:

Once the kids were in bed the door opened.DSCN6945

“I love you,” he said as he walked past me to get ready for bed. When he returned he asked, “So how was your day?” and he sat on the bed and placed his head on my shoulder.

There was no anger.

“I had a really hard day,” I said quietly.
“I love  you,” he said again as he hugged me.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered.
“I’m sorry, too. I love you.”

He didn’t say anything more about it. We both understood each other. We both knew we had not handled the situation in the best manner. No more words were needed. How can I not show respect and submit to a man who loves me like that?

I am blessed beyond measure.

His Unsolicited Explanation:

Our daughter we are in the process of adopting had apparently been “pressing my wife’s buttons” all day.  Then, my wife had just dealt with a boneless flop down fit in the ladies’ room.  She was at the edge of snapping.  I did not know any of this.  I said something to my wife that she did not like and she snapped at me in front of people.  It was awkward.  It made me mad.  I’m not too logical when I am mad.  Poisonous thoughts started dripping for me then.

My wife had to go take care of something.  The little one did not want me, she wanted Mama and she threw a fit for me while my wife was gone.  A few minutes later, as we were leaving, I told my wife to take my car.  The little one screamed most of the way home.  When we got home, I told my wife to go to our room and stay there.  I did pajamas, teeth, books.  Somewhere in the middle, we had that conversation where I said I was upset with her.  I was rude.  She was in our bedroom because I wanted to give her a break, so the little one would not have her way, and because I did not want to look at her.  At one point, the kids went in to tell her goodnight.  She looked less indignant at that point.  (She’s a stubborn old coot.)  I had cooled off a good bit, too.

While I was folding the laundry on the couch, I sang to the kids songs from our wedding hoping she could hear them.  I was so tired, I did not want to take the time to make up.  I just wanted to fix it and go to bed.  I contemplated just taking all the blame so I could get to sleep soon.  But, then there’s the principle that I could not let go of.  (I’m a stubborn old coot too, you see.)

Well, you’ve heard the rest of the story.  I think we were asleep in 10 minutes and we did not go to bed angry.  So, it worked out OK.

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** I hope you will join me in January as we tackle the immense blessings and intricacies of marriage. As you can see, I need to dig into God’s Word and learn how to be a better wife. Believe me when I say I do not have all of this figured out. Maybe we can help out each other!!

 

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My Husband Sent Me to My Room ~ A Wife’s Lesson in Submission — 19 Comments

    • Are you all kidding me?? This is not healthy! This is not communication! This is not an equal and open relationship! This is highly disrespectful to peoples feelings and not talking through these things and actually supporting the other person is very unhealthy.

  1. Even after 43 years, I’m still trying to get the hang of this. If life would stand still for just a few moments, I might be further down the road. But just when I think I’ve got it down pat, something else happens and I have to learn it all over again. Great post. I look forward to your January posts on marriage.

  2. Very sweet to read – The Lord is the ultimate healer in so many different ways. Thankful for a living God who hears our prayers, and answers back! Hey – I like going to my room sometimes LOL. Seriously, we all need cool down time, if we do not take it – this is where we let our feelings get in the way and say or do hurtful and disrespectful things.

    • I had him read and approve this before I posted. :) He’s concerned now that everyone thinks he’s lowsy, which is TOTALLY not true! He is the best man I have ever known. I can’t wait to share more as I go through this marriage series in the new year. ;)

  3. I love the two perspectives. Hearing the second totally changes the first. It’s beautiful, all the way around. How funny that you felt punished, but all the while he was wanting you to have a break! This sounds so familiar.
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  4. My husband and I are both VERY stubborn so I could def see this happening although I am proud that you came around so quickly. I would have probably went to sleep on the couch and wait for him to come apologizing. Which might have never happened…. I’ve always struggled with that submission thing. But we have been married 25.5 yrs so we do have something going for us.
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    • I am reminded constantly how blessed I am to have my husband. I do not deserve him and he is much better than I am. Thanks for reading!! May God do great things through you in your country!

  5. So the kid is acting up and he sends his wife to her room and not his actual child? Because “disciplining” you is so much easier. Clearly, you swallow that pill easily despite that moment you were mad. I guess you hate personal responsibility and would love for him to dictate all your choices for you (or anyone, so long as you don’t have to think, right?) And for real? You go in without a word and start cleaning up Legos? Are you 10? This is pathetic. It is terrible for children to see their mother disrespected like this. Grow the hell up. He should not be allowed to demand you out of areas of your own damn house without a reason or discussion. How hard would it have been for him to say “hey, hon, you seem stressed. Why not go lie down while I deal with the kids?” Oh, sorry, he was too mad to act like an adult to you because you said a thing he didn’t like. He sounds like a brutish moron and you sound like a simpering child. Ugh… disgusting.

    • Thank God someone has some sense here. As she is a blogger, she may want to learn how to spell correctly as well. Lowsy is NOT a word. Lousy however, is.

  6. I personally know these two. She does think for herself and has no problem sharing her opinions…. hence the blog…… ;). She she has never held back her thoughts to anyone that I know of. He is a kind and long-suffering man who serves his family, his neighbors, & friends. He has come to our rescue several times when sickness struck my family. This is a situation that was a complete life change for them, and tension had been building. All of us(friends,family, church community) were keeping this life transition & them in prayer.
    Just because our kids are throwing a fit does not give us the right to respond sinfully (and Jamie E., if you don’t believe in the doctrine of original sin/Total Depravity, then that does not mean anything to ya…. I’m assuming then, your are a secular humanist who values personal gratification more than what may be the right thing…. ) Back to this family, what we see here is a day that was trying for all, especially for that little foster child who before them, endured only God knows what. What we see is a picture of Grace. Grace for Mom, Grace for Dad, & Grace for kids. I also know their children. Their biological children are respectful yet speak their mind, they are brilliant & kind. As to the new addition, I’ve watched her blossom since their adoption and she is no longer afraid to look you in the eye, she smiles when you speak to her and loves her forever family. They love her. If you think that this one rough day, and can’t imagine that something good actually came out of it, you must not be married, or atleast not for long. There are always days that go bad, but what becomes of them is how we respond at the end. My family loves this family, and if you question my sanity, don’t worry, our one child, who isn’t homeschooled, is talented, confident, and very stable. My husband has never sent me to my room, but there have been some days he probably should have.

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